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CYA 25 Jun 2006|02:41am well, it was nice weasleyesque.

23 Jun 2006|03:13am mood | cold I just had the most amazing IM conversation with my good friend, Andre. We discussed: 1.) SPIDER-MAN: It was awesome. I told him topher grace was playing eddie brock to which he replied "what kind of body type does topher have?" I told him tall, scrawny. He replied 'no, no this is all awrong. venom is BIG. even w/o the costume he is BIG." And more, and why he thinks Spidy 3 will be bad and me defending it. But yeah another reason why Andre is my friend: Spiderman lover overall. 2.) We discussed the possibility of attending a liberal arts college together. Although I am researching colleges with good film/theatre, journalism, and english programs. Preferably in the UK (England), or CA. The only one here is Southeast Missouri State (thanks to the awesome straight-forward security officer at my hs!) he told me Southeast is the #1 j school...or some college in missouri. And NYU has an awesome film program. I'm such a nerd. :D 3.) I explained why I feel Garden State was highly overrated (also like Napoleon Dynamite) and how I suggest he read Garden State's awesome reviews, then watch it. I told him he'd be sitting there waiting for the good part to come...only it never wil. Two hours wasted, him thinking "wtf,  Zach Braff?" (Disclaimer: I like Zach Braff in scrubs and if you dig garden state I still like you!) 4.) I discussed being pretentious and spending time making short films and drinking starbucks. Andre and I won't become pretentious, he won't drink starbucks, but will go there with me, we will make short films/documentaries. 5.) I pretended to be Anderson Cooper and linked a bunch of pics with comments like "me being alluring, me being demure, me being serious, me wearing Tom Ford, damn my hair is fly." Obviously I am ridiculous but I swear the conversation was amazing. I'm going to make Andre and like 2 other friends go see HP5 and Spidy 3 with me this upcoming summer. I will drive since my mom is getting me a car for my bday. I need to call my dad, also. He LOVES spiderman used to collect the comics. And I have his father's day/bday present. HAPPY BELATED 48TH BIRTHDAY DADDY, WHOA SOMEONE'S ALMOST OVER THE HILL!! Fin. ps I am also quite the little insomniac. I will probably go to sleep @ 5am. :( Oh and I'm putting together a booklist for Barnes & Noble. Some books I need to pick up, some coming out soon. 4 comments|post comment

if we never get down it won't be a letdown ;) 20 Jun 2006|02:06am music | jason mraz > geek in the pink Lately it's just Jason Mraz and Coldplay. And it's amazing. I don't sleep properly without my dog.

17 Jun 2006|06:42pm Ronald Topher Weasley was the greatest dog in the world, or at least in my eyes. He was never sad, he loved everyone, and her always made you feel special. No matter who you were Ron loved you. Ron had the ability to make every person he came across feel special. Like they were important. You could never stay to sad around Ron and he had this quality that I can’t even explain. Today Ron died. He was hit by a car and the woman stopped and everything and cried and apologized. I was sleeping, my mom told me she was crying too. His neck was broken and he was so small until even if he’d gotten hit somewhere else he would’ve been crushed. The wheel was bigger than his whole body. My mom and I wrapped him a blanket and took him to the Humane Society to be cremated. He was almost one (his birthday is July 10th.) I cried so much and my eyes are still swollen. I wasn’t at home most of the day just over to my cousin & brother’s. I watched Kim Possible and Jake Long or w/e and it made me feel better. I put my dog’s blankets, toys, brush, collar, leash, etc in bags. I dated them and I’m going to keep them. We’re getting another dog next week. My mom asked me if I wanted another dog because at first we’d decided too soon would be replacing him. But she said Ron was the kind of dog who’d want us to move on and love another dog who’d otherwise wouldn’t get it. I felt like it was my fault at first if only I’d been awake but Ron would’ve ran in the street anyway, he wanted to play with the dogs across the street. Wanted some friends, and it was just God’s plan. All day I’ve been thinking of the contents of the special playlist I’m making for him and it’s basically a lot of Coldplay and a few songs thrown in between that I used to sing to him or dance with him (yes, my dog & I danced) too. I don’t care if I sound crazy my dog was like my son. I loved him so much and it hurts a lot and he deserves to be talked about like the wonderful dog he was. I’ll always remember him. I’m going to be a lot more conscious with my next dog. He’s (I’m getting another boy, another mixed breed) going to be trained. He will know not to run out in the street, he’s never going to be outside without me. Ever. I’m going to name him Topher and my mom suggest Grace but that was too girly in my opinion and I just thought Topher sounded better for a dog. It’s not like I’m trying to replace Ron since Topher will have his middle name, it’s just a name I like. We’re working on a middle name but this one will probably have my last name. Whatever this entry is dedicated with lots of love in the memory of my dog. He’d always love you and if you held him I’m sure he’d curl up in your arms. He was my baby and will always be that. I’ll never forget him and now I’m sure he’s in heaven where he can run out in the street all the time. The streets are paved in gold and he’s up there with my grandma, grandpa, and godmother. He’s my other guardian angel and that I’m sure of that. ~ post comment

God, this is going to be embarrassing 16 Jun 2006|08:54pm music | degrassi I got this from ihremutter. Shuffled 10 songs on my playlist (although, I just shuffled all the songs on my iPod) blah blah you know the meme. 1.) Jesse McCartney > She's No You 2.) Drive Slow > Kanye West 3.) How To Save a Life > The Fray 4.) Over My Head > The Fray 5.) Frontin' > Pharrell f. Jay-Z 6.) On My Way > Ben Kweller 7.) Addiction > Kanye West 8.) The Rules > Ben Kweller 9.) Bowl of Oranges > Bright Eyes 10.) Unpredictable > Jamie Foxx lol.

15 Jun 2006|10:27pm mood | cold music | n*e*r*d the Fray on Saturday I'm so stoked. YES YES YES. post comment

f4ngirling. 13 Jun 2006|11:09pm mood | content music | jay leno This entry is seriously so ridiculous it's not even funny. Okay let me talk about my day a little: I woke up. I went walking/jogging for 2 hours, I came home did some crunches. My stomach is flat and it's nice but God am I sore all the time. I have to grip something to pull myself up. Then I went with my mom to my brother's/cousin's (roomies) apartment and stuff. Came home, read, took my dog for a walk. Whatever. Now on to the real reason for this entry: Topher Grace  I have very specific traits I look for in a 'boyfriend.' That's probably why I've only had one boyfriend and why we're more like brother and sister now than anything else. In fact I vaguely remembering dating him in the first place, whatever. Topher Grace seriously inhabits everything I look for: intelligent, sarcastic, funny, honest, cute, etc. He's also has the perfect physical traits too. I am very picky but not picky. I like guys who are tall and kind of awkward, a bit on the scrawny side who don't look like they put much thought into they're appearance. Who kind of look like they just rolled out of bed and was like "what he hell?" That's Topher. I know I have no chance in hell with Topher Grace but he is perfect. Brad Pitt? Denzel Washington (who's way too old now for women to still be clinging to as hottest man alive, btw.) Please. Give me Topher's shy intellectual kind of nerdy side any day and I am fine. Plus he's a huge Star Wars fan and so am I (dragging my friends to see Sith with me!) But this is part of my problem I have impossible expectations that any boy I actually meet can never live up to. Oh and tomorrow I am...changing my hair kind of drastically but it's hard to explain and I might be moving to Mississippi. I'm trying to keep and open-mind and not pre-judge it or whatever. Ok. I'm finished. post comment

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(weird) playlist 05 Apr 2006|03:30pm The Fray                             Over My Head (Cable Car) The Fray                             Oceans Away The Fray                             She Is The Fray                             All At Once The Fray                             Look After You Arctic Monkeys                    A Certain Romance Arctic Monkeys                    Mardy Bum Ben Kweller                         Hear Me Out    Ben Kweller                         Different but the Same Corinne Bailey Rae               Like A Star Michael Jackson                   Rock With You Neptunes f. Pharrell & Jigga  Frontin' Kanye West                         We Major Gavin Degraw                      Follow Through Gavin DeGraw                      Chariot Rihanna                              If it's Lovin' That You Want Straylight Run                     The Tension and the Terror Coldplay                              In My Place Journey                               Don't Stop Believin' Jesse McCartney                  She's No You Common                             Go Heather Headly                    In My Mind Radiohead                           High & Dry John Mayer                          Covered in Rain John Mayer                          City Love Dean Martin                         On An Evening in Roma Teddy Pendergrass               Turn off the Lights Mariah Carey                        Honey Mariah Carey                        Fantasy Kelis                                     Bossy

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